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It's been long since I last posted anything!O Ohwell I have but I deleted the entries as I feared _someone_ might have found my dA-account, as he'd been stalking the interwebz and found my twitter and tumblr. I have some more personal stuff in here, and some posts in my journal that were explicitly about him. Ohwell he hasn't found my dA yet ( I think) and even if he would've it doesn't really matter anymore:>

New years eve tomorrow. I don't know if I should be happy or sad. This year has been amazing. ( I barely remember anything that happened before summer break started, but hey, life's good. And no I haven't been drinking lots. ) This Christmas has been one of the best ever. Seriously, I've become social. I don't remember the last time I voluntarily spent my evenings in town derping around. Yesterday was the first day of Christmas holiday that I just was at home. And that was mainly because I'm kind of ill. Sore throat, coughing, you know it. Finnish winters <3

Anyway this year's been amazing and everything still feels very much unreal.

It was raining. I opened the window, sat down at the piano, and played.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=OcIMvl…

Nothing describes that feeling.
<3



School starts next week. ugh. Time passes far too quickly! Just half a year left of high school :<

A few weeks ago, I dreamt that I was going to chemistry class. As I was going upstairs, my physics teacher was going downstairs so I took the chance to ask him what I got in the physics test I retook because I wasn't pleased with my grade. He said "well, it didn't go any better than last time, you got 7½. But don't worry, you'll be fine."

The day after, I was going to chemistry class. I went upstairs, turned right and my physics teacher came walking so I took the chance to ask him what I got in the physics test I retook. He said "well, you got 7½, so it didn't go any better than last time, but you stayed on the same level, didn't you? I'm sure it will go better next time."

creepy.

Then I've found small things I've wished I'd find, and got small things I wanted to have.

I made a wish today when the clock showed 18:18, and it came true. A more major wish, so to say.

*is happy*

You can change usernames now. IWANTTOCHANGEMYHERPDERPNAME but it's only for premium. And I don't want to pay just for changing my username. I made this account when I was 13-ish so... yah.

2 more weeks until summer break! wohoooo! D then the first weekend after the summer break starts it's desucon \o/ I just hope I'll get my Frederic cosplay done, but I don't know if I'll make his conductor's baton sword of awesomeness... I don't think I'll have time to do that plus I hate working with wood. (I'm too scared to hurt my hands...lol) And the week  after Desucon is my birthday, whoop whoop I'm finally 18 and will (hopefully) get my driving license! and I also heard there's this small anime-convention-meetup-thing in the neighbour city so I might go there as well. The week after that I'm going to southern Finland on a piano master class, which will be super awesome. And when I get home, I'm going to work. At the kindergarten I wrote about. Heck, I'm starting to look forward to it for some reason. I don't know why, but at least I'll get money. :> The weekend after that It's animecon. I don't yet know if I'll go there but I'd love to, and if no one wants to join me and I have money to go I'll go myself. MYPARENTS CANT STOP ME FROM DOING WHATEVER I WANT ANY LONGER mwahahahahahahahaha. ehhh >_> then I have a few weeks of work and then two weeks of studying for the matriculation exams -I'm going to write Biology, Finnish and English - which start in September. School starts again in the middle of August.

It feels like the summer is going to pass super fast

I didn't read through what I wrote. but I get the feeling like I have serious mood swings. >_______>

I have no serious stuff to say. ._.

I'm going to work in a kindergarten this summer. I don't wannaaaaa D: I hope I'll get a job at subway... That would be so much fun, and at least then I'd definitely be able to go on the piano master class I want to go to... Last summer was so much fun! I look forward to this summer too, but not that much... Matriculation exams start in September (ok that's September I know) and I need to start studying biology because I NEED GOOD GRADEZ. And I need a 170 € symbolic calculator. Yup. I wonder how it's possible that my parents aren't totally broke.


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